I Hate Being Sick !!

The painful throat making the duck voice;
an organ weirdly starts to hurt, let it melt into dirty water and go to the hell !
I thought I recovered, but soon later body temp was increasing bit by bit,
really want to bend the thermometer into two.
I'm wondering what crap the doctor will tell me tomorrow.
Life is beautiful. Yes, let's see how beautiful it is, like a colourful rubbish bin.
I want to start my journey
I want to leave this place
I want to watch movie non-stop
I want to turn volume of music to max
I want to run to the edge of the world
I won't die, but
I just don't want to live
like this... ...